I used to think that i can’t write. Then i wrote, and i made
it. Long after my last writing, i started to think that i have no time to
write. Then i read, just to make sure that i don’t get my brain frozen, and
tried to find some inspiration to write.
Instead of finding topics to write, i became unsure. I had
time to write, i can tell. It was just...a sort of feeling that i can’t write
that good. After blogwalking, websurfing and all those parenting stuffs i read,
i thought those women are fabulous. They have their busy activities and they
still can write inspiring and informative stories. While, i am at home, i have
more manageable time than they who work. I didn’t say that i’m not busy. If you
have a baby, then you know what busy is.
So one night, i told my husband that i really want to do
something else out of my daily routine as a mother and wife. Though i really
want to teach again, i don’t think that’s impossible for this time. Who will
take care of our son? He said, why didn’t you write. And he added, your writing
is inspiring. Rather than flattered, i was surprised. First, he seldom give
comment or compliment unless it’s really important. Second, i didn’t think that
mine our inspiring.
But that’s what husband is for, right? Give you courage when
you feel useless. All in all, it works! Those two little sentences burn my
spirit until i think that i should do it again. Write again, share again. To be
honest, i felt intimidated by good writings, but it was soooo fool. I can’t
imagine my sister reads this and said, who told me not to feel intimidated by someone
smarter?
So now, i am trying my best to write, no matter how crappy
it is, because it’s an expression. It’s a part of learning and a way to know
your passion. Everybody starts from zero, and it does not matter. If other
think it’s good, than it’s a reward for the effort. So it’s not only spare time
that we need to write, but it’s more to a seriousness, willingness, and
courage.
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